Live n' Let Go

There are certain points in time where you come across a situation where you find you don't think you can continue because you lost something important to you. But at some point you just got to realize that you just need to move on. That doesn't mean to forget it, but just don't be so stuck up on it. Adjust and live your life. This is speaking from experience.

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Kinda amazing how people can change so much in a couple years. People you thought you knew and would never change all of a sudden seem to different. Goes to show that people can change. A friend of mine said, "I can't change who I am." You CAN change who you are. It might take time and patience and its a hard task, but its not impossible. And sometimes, what you think you are now, isn't what you really are and the day might come when you realize and think to your self, "This isn't me." I never thought there would come a day that me, the shy guy who suffers from stage fright, would become a lector at church and even play as Jesus in the play! You CAN change my friend.

Thinking back on the last five years of my life, I notice that I have changed. People have come into my life and left and some are still here. Clothing styles, music preference, outlook on life, and even the hair have changed. What ever happened to that shy kid with the short hair and braces who always used to follow his cousins around? It feels so wierd to be looked up to now rather than being the one looking up. It sure is strange, but being older you realize that you have to set an example for the youngins. I look at my school ID now and see the number "11" for grade. Jeez I'm old! Just another year and life is gonna come knocking on my door with a baseball bat in hand. I'm pretty sure I'm going to pay sooner or later for slacking off in high school.

Funny thing about looking to the past, is that you can't help but turn around and look toward the future.

Honey n Ginger

Tea. This tea is really soothing on the throat o.o

Anyways, what did I do today? I stayed on the computer for a while, ate lunch, then did some work. Then left for Santa Cruz to visit my cousin, and I actually stayed awake the whole time. That's surprised me...I was wondering why I didn't recognize any of the route, but then it hit me that I'm always asleep when ever we go to Santa Cruz...

When we got there, we stayed a little bit, and I drooled over my cousin's work area. (Work area includes, mac book pro, wide screen 22" screen, wireless mouse and keyboard, a roll out tray for books, a bed right behind it, and 4 modded nerf guns hanging ready for when war comes into his room.)

I of course took the liberty of taking back my mouse, because the one at home was broken, and also my two nerf guns =)

I felt semi-productive today. I slacked off a lot of the time, but I also did accomplish a lot today so I'm not complaining.